From The
Word Go
They did not pass go because they could not read go.
Illiteracy is a disenfranchisement and monopoly of nothing,
They went straight to jail.
I see them every day.
See
them stretched out on their bunks, doing time 24 / 7.
See
them play dominoes;
white dots spilling across a table,
each man taking his share,
laying out blocks
zigzagging into the night,
hedging a gamble, soup, cigarettes,
dope, and blackmail,
knowing that blood will pay
if they lose and cannot cover their loses.
It costs 35,000 dollars a year to keep each of them here.
There are ten dormitories and each one writes off a hundred men.
When one man leaves there is always another man waiting for his bunk.
They will come back and back and back,
and their wives and children
will come and see them every other week.
There is no shame here.
Penance is something that rich people do.
Time is what people of color do.
They lost shame years ago.
This is Hell's Harvard.
I’d like to think that if in the 10th grade
someone had bailed them out
with the hard love they deserved
fewer bondsmen would be taking a cut of their despair;
told them that prison was not what one does
after elementary school;
had tended to the delinquency of their spirit
before it became the despair of their heart;
had told them they must earn their future and their future
is now;
had given them bootstraps not shower sandals;
I’d like to think that if this had happened
maybe five out of a hundred might have
heard, understood, and acted.
Maybe that spark could have ignited the flame of literacy
with a booking not bound by a rap sheet;
maybe that resolve could have made the
difference.
And if only twenty-five out of a thousand
went on to write novels, poems, essays,
went on to degrees of excellence,
went on to show their own children
that freedom is the ability to make choices
and illiteracy is razor-wire atop chain-linked fencing;
and it is not block and bars, not guards and batons which
confine,
it is paper, communication, and respect from the word go.
If this had happened,
maybe their commencement would be more
than fifty dollars and a bus ticket back to
the city.
© 2003 Dan Kantak